Right before Match day, I noticed Brooke doing a weird head nod only when she'd look up, it didn't happen any other time...but it really freaked me out. It was like she would lose control of her head and it would just nod forward. What got me worried is that it looked completely involuntary and it was sometimes repetitive. Scott and our good home teacher John gave her a blessing.
I took her to the pediatrician, and to make the long story short, our pediatrician referred us to a neurologist, with a suspicion of a seizure disorder.
When we got there for the consult with the neurologist, I showed him a video of an episode...I tried to find a few words of reassurance from the neurologist but he didn't give me any.
He really didn't know. But I wished he could just tell me and reassured me that everything was okay.
The neurologist was amazing and got us in for an EEG at the hospital the same day.
Scott and I had some very worrisome days...
...days of pleading with Heavenly Father that everything would be fine.
Days of uncertainty, wondering if this was anything of serious concern.
The EEG tech gelled all those little wires on my baby's head. I felt so heart broken inside while I was holding my little baby in my arms trying to calm her down and hold still.
I somehow held it together and didn't break down.
The day wait for the results felt like an ETERNITY.
The neurologist kindly called on a Sunday to inform us that NO seizure activity was found and diagnosed her with benign head nodding.
I said a prayer of thanksgiving in my heart after that phone call.
Amazingly and interestingly, she hasn't been doing it anymore. I found comfort that she's been hitting all of her milestones and is a very alert baby. Scott was very comforting too. I'm grateful I have him, to give me comfort. But he was even worried too.
Our families had been praying for this little girl and I feel like everything happened the way it did because of prayers.
Our prayers were answered.
...and this baby is becoming a busy, busy little girl!
She rolls all over the place and there have been some signs of crawling but she's not quite there yet.
I'm so grateful that everything is okay with her.
It is amazing how much one can love a little human being so quickly.
The love that a parent feels for a child is so deep.
No words really, can describe how deeply one can love a child.
It is the kind of love that makes your heart full.
...and makes you crazy about them!!! So crazy, that I take a picture of my child in the middle of business...if you know what I mean!!! You can see the difference between the first picture and the second one can you?
Oh man! So funny!!!!
I don't think she is going to think this is funny later...
...for now I can get away with posting this to the world...
I get to witness some tender moments every day...
Brielle has become quite the little reader and now that she is reading so well, the other kids love to sit and be read to.
So many other toys around Brooke, but what does she love to play with?
An empty water bottle...
Why do kids even need toys when a water bottle will do the job much better than one!!!
Honestly!
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My favorite guy had a birthday.
He turned 31 years old!
He loves Mexican food and so we went to Guapo's to celebrate!
Poor guy has been on his Emergency Medicine rotation and got home at 3 in the morning from his shift the day before his birthday. That means that he was exhausted on his birthday. He slept most of the day. I had all of these awesome plans, but they all fell through...
Guapo's didn't disappoint! Those fajitas are to die for!
Those guys sang to him with so much feeling!!! Look at that guy!!! ha ha!
It was awesome!
We all got try on the mariachi sombrero.
I love my Scottie for so many reasons. He's good to us, he's a good dad and good husband.
He can always put a smile on my face, he knows just what to say to make me laugh.
He caught up to me...now we are both 31...
wow!
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The District has been calling my name every day!
I think it knows that I won't be walking its beautiful streets for too long.
How sad is that?
Like I have said before, this move will definitely be bittersweet for me.
Does it get any better than this?
We had plans to go to the U.S. Bureau of Engraving and Printing and take the tour to watch how they make money...but when we got there the tickets were gone for the day. We were pretty bummed but decided to make the best of it and walk around the Washington Monument.
It was an amazing day...we sat on the lawn and enjoyed the concern that was going on for the Cherry Blossom Festival.
Brielle danced to the beautiful music like no one was watching.
I wish I could have done the same...
but I'm afraid people would have thought I was nuts...